There comes a time when you have to walk away...

[Jet Leigh]

Maybe I don't understand but do you really know Tarah? I mean you may spend 30min to a couple of hours a week with her and I

 

[Tony]

After many months of seeing may fave mpa (fave person), I have lost total perspective of what is realistic and where things can lead. When you enter this MP world, you are looking just for some fun and attention and then go on your merry way. When you step beyond this and allow yourself to give up your heart and have strong feelings for the mpa, you had better be strong enough to withstand the eventual pain when your heart gets crushed.
Even though countless numbers of you warned me, my brain tried to listen but my heart ignored all of you. I am guilty of this and it is all my fault for giving up my heart and soul to that special lady. I am the only one to blame, not her, for wishing for more than a friendly relationship. It is my fault for this constant ache in my heart from the void that is left there. It is my fault that she is constantly in my thoughts and my dreams. It is my fault, at this time, that I cannot be just a friend and a client until I pick up the pieces of my shattered heart.
But please note that I am and never will be a stalker...if anything, I now have the resolve to say goodbye and leave her alone.
I guess when you meet someone so special, you lose sight of what is realistic as you cannot believe how incredible the experiences you have with that person have been.
I only wish you the very best in life and love, Tarah.
When and if I ever get over you, I hope to see you again as a friend...but hopefully, by then you will be out of this industry and on to bigger and better things with the man of your dreams. Sweet dreams baby, you deserve the best.

 

[orioninkc]

I'm not here to be critical of you, or her, but her job is to be nice to you so that you will repeat visit with her. IMO you've lost all focus. Yes she is an amazing MPA and the reason she's always booked is because there are alot of other guys out there like you that think they are special to her. Time for you to find another extra curricular activity. Don't ruin your social life worrying about something that will never materialize. Good luck buddy

 

[cr4zyrunn3r]

- Broiled mutton with brussel sprouts and french fries
- Fav Movie: Slap Shot
- Fav Song: The Lion Sleeps Tonight
- People whom are infatuated with her
- She has eluded to me that with the right man she would like to have 5 children (three boys - Emanuel, Phillip & Kyle; two girls - Priscilla & Margaret). Yes, she has already picked out the names
- She hangs out at the Bowlerama. She sports a 220 average (she looks dynamite in one of those tight fitting bowling shirts and hip-hugging jeans)
- She plans on becoming the first woman to win the PBA title

Other tidbits:

- Fav colour: Clear
- Fav TV show: TJ Hooker (She calls Shatner "Kirk on Steroids")
- Fav Simpsons Character: Maggie
- Fav Drink: Cranberry/Vodka cocktail

I plan on bringing her a new bowling ball within the next few weeks. I will have it inscribed to say "A perfect ball for my perfect baby - Luv Ref"

 

[U.S.Veteran]

LOL thats too funny. I did get a good look at Tarah when I was in HFH last and all I can say is WOW! She is really stunning. Her face is just gorgeous, much more attractive then the pics on the website make her seem. I think she looks kind of angry in those pics. Maybe its cause she keeps tripping over all the guys prostrating themselves in front of her. LOL. I'm sure its worth it.

I'd love to see her just once but I can't quite bring myself to book and MPA weeks in advance.

 

[congaihieuki]

Good luck in finding another mpa that is as hot and as accomodating as Tarah is. Incredible eyes, wicked smile, soft and kissable lips with just the right amount of t**gue. And that yummy sweet spot just below her pierced belly button. It's hard to forget, isn't it Humble?

 

[J-BUS]

Humble D wrote :

There comes a time when you have to walk away...

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Humble D,

Thanks for sharing your thoughts!

I fear I am also going down the same garden path with another MPA. Your words have given me the courage to face reality
and to let my life get back to normal.

 

[broken angel]

I think we all know what the Tarah groupies mean by "accomodating".

Yes, good luck finding an MPA as "accomodating" as Tarah.

 

[Esther]

Can someone pass a tissue ? ( no, not for that ! )

I hope you can find someone to release what are obviously strong emotions, HD ...

Hey, it's hard to find an MPA that you even "click" with ...

 

[Hi!]

Humble D, it sounds like you are making the correct decision. Congratulations on this realization and good luck with picking up the pieces.

Poolie, I got a chuckle out of reading the words "tissue" and "release" together in your wonderfully eloquent expression of sympathy.

 

[CGBaker]

Humble D, did you ever work up the nerve to ask her out?

 

[Pompal 09.]

heeheehee he said " hard " !

 

[nu mummy]

LittleLenny how many times have you seen this MPA?

 

[Pompal 09.]

Tarah has now lost some very devoted and regular clients lately like WhoIsYourDaddy, blopar, and now Humble D. Yet she is more popular and booked up than ever. In with the new and out with the old. Who's next to go, Dudenhagen or Hornet?

 

[nearlyfond]

2sexxxy asked :

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LittleLenny how many times have you seen this MPA?
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At least 10 times.

Any reason you asked?

 

[star69]

I don't know about anybody else, but I keep going back and forth about seeing Tarah.

Half of me says, "She's booked solid for a month, everyone talks about her, and 90% of her clients say she's the best they ever had."

The other half says, "You'll fall in love with her, just like that 90% did, you'll want to tear your heart out. Don't even get involved!"

Anybody else one the fence like this?

 

[Pompal 09.]

My hat off to your opening your heart.

IMMO, this hobby lets me escape reality and indulge in my fantasy. I go to MP or SP to fight the boredom of life! I can let it take its toll financially as long as I can afford. Although, like everyone else, I have feelings, I can't let it take its toll emotionally.

I can empty my wallet for my fantasy, but I always remind me that my heart has to come back to reality which is far away from MP and SP.

 

[DuckyMcQuackers]

This is some of the best marketing I've ever seen. Kkarn/

 

[dlc8675]

I have never been in to see the one and only Miss. T.

and I was wondering if some of guy's that have seen her could let me know what the cost of falling in love will run me.
Of course all this would be with in the rules of a fine place and a one time visit as this is all it would take right??? Does one only need the 1/2 hour or can you even get an hour her?

 

[t j]

LittleLenny,

By any chance is the MPA you have strong feelings for the one and only Brad @ St Marcs? The reason I ask is because both Ref and I have very strong feelings for him. So strong that I often spend my evenings camped out in his bushes, watching him masmassageplanet.netate to gay porn. Ohhhhhhhh Bradley, when will we be together?