No, Notorious, you don't get it. If I may step out of hobby world into real world for a minute, which I don't like to do when I am here, but it's the only way that I might be able to get you to pick up my point...
In real world, Jennifer is out of my league. I get this. I think if we met, she would like me, because I am a pretty nice and respectful guy. Daniella likes me in real world; we are quite close in real world. But Jennifer wouldn't make out with me in real world. I understand that. But I pay $150 for a 40-minute session with her. She gets $100 for that time period, and as a professional Massage Parlour Attendant, she comes into the room for 40 minutes of play, providing me with the best possible experience, ensuring that I return.
I love these 40 minutes. Jennifer does the perfect fantasy girl. She is everything that I want her to be. We have deeply personal, emotional sessions together. Hobby world personal and emotional, which I understand, and I keep them in my hobby world and bring them out when I want to think about good times, and when I come here to the board and become LostInnocence.
I don't talk about hobby world with my friends and family. I don't talk much about real world with you people here. So when you read my posts, I'm in hobby world, where loving Jennifer happens.
There's another thread where a guy just found out that his real life girlfriend is an MPA. There are posts where people ask whether anyone could ever have a relationship with an MPA, and some people say that they have done this. So there are people who have difficulty in separating real world and hobby world. I do it. So when I'm on the board, I'm not a hobbyist. I'm just LostInnocence, incurable romantic, lover of chocolate and petite women, respectful of those who deserve respect. I write from that perspective. When you wrote above, "You are too far gone in your fantasy world" you are judging me as a hobbyist in the real world, whereas I am writing from hobby world where it isn't a fantasy. It's just perspective.