Anyways its with great consideration that I have decided I will no longer be an mpa, this forum actually was huge deciding factor. im not passing judgement on anyone. but with everything thats going on in the spas and the 5% of girls offering bbfs I will not risk my health & safety for any amount of money. I knew what i was doing when I got into this but everything that ive experienced and seen through the spa industry just is really really turning me off. Im over it for now and probably forever. Im going square and i couldn't be happier this is not for me anymore. It was a learning experience I will carry with me for life. I need to focus on myself , my school and my new and proper full time job. I still love all my mpa friends and will always support them. For me this isnt what I wanted to be doing long term anyways. But now more than ever Ive literally sat and taken time to process all this and i want to return to my life before being a mpa. I wish everyone the best and I hope that things go well for everyone.