transvestite looking to job as dancer .. need your advices

[pseudonym]

Hi friends I didn’t have honor to contact you in personal, I will tell as much as I can about my personality and I hope you asking me anything you may like .. i am transvetite , it mean ladyboy .. and i am going to thialand to relocate there and undergo into transformation surgeries .. and i am looking to work in Bar,go-go,bup,shows club and here my story

i was porn as boy and since i was 6 or 7 yrs old i liked to become girl and i feel that i have wrong body ,coz i seen all women and girls have body and hair and nice clothes that i like it alot and all of them have different appearance than me so i feel i should become like them..

BUT HOW .. mom have wig and sure nice lingeries and short skirt from 70th so i like wear them sure when no one can see me coz i feel that i will have problems is someone see me in female form. so i starting wearing women clothes and i liked alot billydancers who appear alot in old egyptians movie and i collect some pice of clothes , and made Billy dancer suit and i danced alot too in bathroom since i was 8 yrs old and about 15 yrs old i heard about male transform his gender to woman here in EGYPT and all newspaper talked alot about that coz it's the first case here in Egypt,, so i always thought about that and since 5 yrs ago i logged to internet for first time and i found the SHEMALES and since this time i was and still carzy to become shemale , nice female body and pertty faces and very hard dicks ,that is the thing i need .. so i starting taking female hormones but i don't know anyone of them so i was taken some medicen that have high level of estrogen but that coz some problem in kidney so i stopped it.. no doctors here wanna support transgenderism coz it's not legal here in Egypt , u know that doctor who made the first case of transformation here was fire from his job and gov prevent him from work in this fieldagain.

so i always thinking to leaving outside Egypt and this will give me the chance to become shemale or at least living as Smooth bottom gay that is why I am planning to relocate in far east, like thialand special Buddhist religion don’t repel trans people to have a safe life more than Islamic society.

I m not shemale coz shemale is person have nice face and nice female body and ****, that is called too transsexual, but i m not gay too coz gay is man like to be ****ed from other but he won't lose his personality as man , but i m transvestite , it's first step to become shemale , i have not bad body , not big tits , u can say i have no tits too.. have nice back and body at all , sure i living here in Egypt as man in common but in private and with friends as ladyboy or femboy , so i wanna living outside Egypt to become full time ladyboy..

for that i m trying to living at least some hours as girl. i m 28 yrs old and my body 32-24-36 i m 176Cm and about 68K ,my hair is too littel in my body skin and haven't in my face just around my mouth and under my nose and i m looks like very perrty woman when i put make up . i likes to other treat me as girl and i like belly dancing too much and i hope i can be belly dancer at once a day .

i like to be sub for men and likes to takes orders alot from them , so i like French maid role too much and i m very great in to this role. i like clean home and prepare meal coz those two things have a lot of ideas to makes ****ing very very hot. and i like fashion and design dresses too much and i hope i can find place to build up my designs and can wear it as far as possible from my family . i m realy loves men over 40 yrs old more than everything in the world coz they always nice person and have good cocks.

i feel i m living in this world as stranger person there is no one understand my needs and hopes and hope i can find man who understand my needs and give me the life that i searching about it i need man respect my mind and at least we can join funny things and at least can let me stay with him with lingery or naked without makes me feel with shame or see me as jok. ok my friend i told you what is in my mind and in my heart and hope you are the man that i searching about him and hope we can be friends or lovers.

I am well educated I am therefore capable of holding a stimulating conversation, which makes for a comfortable and relaxing environment in which I can provide that memorable companionship

i living with my family mom dad ,sure they retired , brother all of them don't know my sexual orientation, coz homosexuals is most shame in eastern and Islamic socity, i m muslim and i hope that don't make problem with you .. you may surprise to know I am thinking to become Christian or Buddhist.


here in Egypt all gays and homosexuals person arrested and placed in prison and all families refuse them and ignore them ,and in most cases they trying to kill their sons for those actions , my big problem that I fight to avoid fail in marriage trap , here staying without no wife is big shame special if the marriage facilities easy to done like flat and costs , and here family forced me at least to engagement and they working hardly to finish flat and prepare funds to marry me to girl in our wide family .. that is why I wanna leave egypt to thialand as soon as possible .. I don’t believe I can be with real woman in one room and she waiting me to **** her as husband & wife. But what I will do in thialand I really don’t know but at least I can be free and its too cheap there and I think I can find something good to do there


I am well educated and I have 2 bachelor’s in commerce one in accounting and other in business administration and I working as auditor in Gov and part time as programming developer, I am heavy involved in PC sciences and I had 2 study years in American University in Cairo in Oracle Database , i think my English not bad, and i know very little French , and sure very will arabic,, i know most western world don't take Arabian by welcome ways after 11 sept but i hope u don't like them that put all 300 million people in one bottel..

I am not a bellydancing purist . i dance to whatever music makes me wanna
shimmy or undulate.Although I dance to traditional Egyptian,Lebanese,and
Turkish dance music,most industrial music , along with a few Loreena
Mckennit,Deep Forest , and I rarely use choreography.I love the freedom of
freestyle dancing.

available for workshops on:
- veil dancing
- goddess dancing
- trance dance
- costuming
- elemental movement
- meditative movement
- exotic dance
- lap dance
- stripping in streets
- bachelor parties
- private 1 on 1 shows
- strip - o - grams
- topless hostess
- all occasions!!

waiting your replay with any questions and sure any advices you may have

and i attached pics of me, hope you like it

thanks for your time

Lilie

 

[ellen<3]

Come on Jonny..........I want to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :biggrinlo

 

[Cecil]

Good luck getting a WP, I think ladyboy dancers are one of the job categories reserved for Thais.

 

[meeeeeepx3]

Forget LOS. I suggest San Francisco. I'm sure you will be welcomed, no matter what you look like, or what your background is.

 

[T Bryant]

I SENT THEM TO YOUR HOTMAIL GEIR.....

 

[Pompal 09.]

Maybe give the UK a try.....some of their MP's will surely give you a gig !

 

[jelainazareno]

lol, i'm all curious now.
Can someone bung them my way?

[email protected]

 

[kimpossible]

LOL yeah.. I can see the application form and attitude of immigration now..

So Lilie.. wheres the pics ??

 

[the rick]

guess they would get modded pretty damn quick then.what have we got here then a gay transvstite troll?

 

[Indian Dude 713]

THANKS HONEY
but its impossible for someone egyptian to have immigration to USA , beside i don't have sponser there

 

[feax2002]

Ooh really am I looks very bad ( note : i don't use TOO MUCH any more hahahaha )
please tell me ur real opinon

 

[manstar375]

you maybe should consider moving to ireland. there maybe many teaching jobs in a place called cork for pole dancing,belly dancing and even stripping in da street,if you need any contacts just ask around for johnny :ytounge:

 

[e_d_ellis2004]

yea , you are right .. you know i always thinking i may forced by some plots from LBs who working as i think in specific areas there ..

 

[Francesca]

i placed 5 pics of me with my message, but i don't know why those pics don't appear .. may be i should contact with fourm manager

 

[Tailight<3]

Either they broke the nudity/decency rules of the board, or the moderator has kept them for himself.

 

[Naughty no more!]

go on Jonny post em
dont know why but i have this image that she/he will look like the tranny that sings I who have nothing ,at the moulin rouge show.you know the one with seleotape on the nose

 

[faithloveseternally]

Helluva first post from Lilie :what:

Its a bit difficult to know what to say to this.

Hmmm I 'll have to think about it some more

 

[Ashlee]

I have now seen the pics, and have only one thing to say. GOOD LUCK!

Try a Gilette.. They do wonders. Buy 2, you will need them.... :biggrinlo

 

[dokomo]

Why, have you ever worked as a transvestite dancer? :what:

 

[jiggles]

sounds like a wind up all the way
but we still can`t tell till we see the pics.....................