Chat I cry while I get jerked off and when I jerk myself off.

[DickSlinger]

I unno why but every time I be jerkin off I start tearin up n cryin like a baby while stroking. It the same way when I on the massage table. She be strokin me off n I just start cryin thinkin about my life. Then once I nut I end up lying there curled in a ball crying like a lil baby. Last time I was at a spa, after I busted my nut n started cryin the MP started lookin at me like I'm crazy, I just ask her to hold me the rest of the session an run her hands through my waves. Gah damn man I need some meds or help I can't take dis shit no MORE.

 

[Pay2Play]

Someone needs to have some alone time with M-triplesev

 

[DickSlinger]

Whoa.. You need to talk to someone. Is it a guilt/shame thing? I struggle with that sometimes. Don't feel no way about expressing yourself in these forums despite what some trolls might say. You need to get it out somehow.

What u mean, guilt or shame about what? u feel guilt and shame for fuckin ho's?

 

[asiabuffet]

What u mean, guilt or shame about what? u feel guilt and shame for fuckin ho's?

Its most likely guilt and internal emotions. You should really talk to a therapist about it. Completely private. There are way too many factors to consider such as your past, personal health, past relationships, family etc, that there is no way anyone can really help you on this forum. I am a health care provider so please take my advice seriously. Talk to a professional. It will be worth it!

 

[Gulag107]

Where you abused or molested ?

 

[cupcrazy]

you cut your cock off cock awhile ago. How is it possible?

 

[Deleted member 79939]

I unno why but every time I be jerkin off I start tearin up n cryin like a baby while stroking. It the same way when I on the massage table. She be strokin me off n I just start cryin thinkin about my life. Then once I nut I end up lying there curled in a ball crying like a lil baby. Last time I was at a spa, after I busted my nut n started cryin the MP started lookin at me like I'm crazy, I just ask her to hold me the rest of the session an run her hands through my waves. Gah damn man I need some meds or help I can't take dis shit no MORE.

You might be an artist.
So quit boring jobs.
And become a true artist.
Do something creative.
Okay dude.
And don't smoke if you get into the poetry biz.

 

[DickSlinger]

Yes I do. I got a woman at home.. She's put at risk by my antics... I'd have a lot more $$ if I wasn't active in this hobby. Most of the time I'm good, but when you come home from "fuckin' ho's" and I'm greeted with a surprise that I love then I feel guilt. It's deception and lies.

What is it about "fuckin' ho's" that triggers you?

Tell her the truth and say you not gon do it again. You needa be at home spendin time with ya woman and not with these ho's. She love you. Not these ho's who only love money. You get nothing for investing into these ho's bro. All you're doing is making these ho's richer and you and your family poorer. These bitches be goin on trips and buyin all kinds of fancy shit with YOUR money that you could be spending on your family to go on trips and buying FANCY shit for them. Next time you get jonesing for some pussy just think about all the money you could be using on other things that will benefit you and your family. That nice car, the vacations and all that shit she has, YOU help pay for it that means you could have it too if you just stopped payin these hookers all your money. Ask yourself who deserves your money more? You and your family or this whore who helps you bust a nut? What does this whore do other than suck n fuck you? what else does she bring to your life? nothing. You feel guilty cause you know you should be investing into your family and not a whore. Listen to ya heart not ya dick.

@asiabuffet
My pops got me a hooker when I was 12 for my birthday, said I needed to become a man. I was too scared to try n stop it or any of that and I could never look my momma in the eyes after that day. Cause she had high hopes for me and I let her down by fuckin a hooker even tho it wasn't my fault.

 

[DickSlinger]

What happened to you is awful... I was abused as a child and i was younger than you. The one thing sexual abuse teaches you is that you don't need any kind of emotional connection to someone to have sexual gratification. I also have ADHD which means I'm more prone to addictions like smoking, drinking, sex etc. Sex always numbed any pain I was going through and became my go-to. I was also smoking weed for the last 30 years and only stopped a month ago. Marriage is extremely hard and stressful. I swore I would never get married because I knew if it became difficult that I was goin to cheat. My wife was the perfect girlfriend, but as soon as the ring went on she changed into a completely different person, she's more like an older sister now. She's a great person but she's not even my physical type. I chose her because she has great character and didn't want my dick to dictate my choice of a mate. Now i've been battling depression for as long as I've been married. Going to counseling, taking anti-depressants, wondering why this woman constantly purshes my buttons when she's knows how it's affecting me. I'm not naive enough to look at sex workers as anything different than what they are. They've probably been through even more trauma in their lives than what you and I have experienced as children. I'm not "paying these hookers all my money" but I am paying for the escape and the stress relief. A lot of people have material things they throw their money away on and for some people it's an addiction like gambling. It's not as easy as flipping a switch and turning it off. Besides, If it wasn't for these hoes I'd be chasing ass somewhere else and getting myself into problems once they find out I'm married, bringing all types of drama right to my front door. It's either I suffer in silence and allow my depression to get deeper and darker or I say "fuck it" and go buss' that nut. It's funny, but having an orgasm reminds me that it's better to be alive than dead and when death scenarios are running through your mind on a regular basis, sometimes bussing that nut can be the difference maker. I've had therapists tell me not to stop until I find something to replace it with. If only knowing the difference between wrong and right was all somebody needed the world would be a very different place.

It's funny but I was once told "you're only as sick as your secrets" and being able to discuss this stuff in this forum is actually very theraputic for me. I'm grateful to you for even starting this thread so I could get on this subject and let some of this out. My wife caught me in our first month of marriage and she's aware of my weaknesses. I've been trying to make this marriage work because it's not often you find a woman who discoveres your secret and doesn't run away. At the same time, the day in day out arguing over nonsense and having no peace makes life really difficult for me. I'm not perfect, but I'm trying. I probably would have left already if it wasn't for my kid. I don't want to go from seeing him every day to seeing him every other weekend.

If I was young and not married I might have said the same thing that you did, but nobody who's never been married can ever understand what it's like to be married.

The brutally honest truth is you have to leave your wife. Even if it means seeing your son only every other weekend. If you don't you're just being selfish and you're not caring as much about your kid as you believe you are. How can your kid have a healthy family life when you and your wife are constantly arguing and fighting? I'm sure the arguing makes life really difficult for your kid and I'm sure they want peace too. How can you be the best possible father when you're popping Anti depressants and are addicted to hookers? How can you help and guide your kid when you can't even guide yourself? You're trapped in a relationship you hate and are an addict that has suicidal thoughts. Stop being selfish. Time for you to leave your wife, pack your shit up and go fix yourself for your kids sake.You aren't doing them any favors by continuing on this destructive path. If this post offends you or pisses you off good. Sometimes the shit we don't want to hear are the answers to our problems.

 

[Toomanymiles]

Tell her the truth and say you not gon do it again. You needa be at home spendin time with ya woman and not with these ho's. She love you. Not these ho's who only love money. You get nothing for investing into these ho's bro. All you're doing is making these ho's richer and you and your family poorer. These bitches be goin on trips and buyin all kinds of fancy shit with YOUR money that you could be spending on your family to go on trips and buying FANCY shit for them. Next time you get jonesing for some pussy just think about all the money you could be using on other things that will benefit you and your family. That nice car, the vacations and all that shit she has, YOU help pay for it that means you could have it too if you just stopped payin these hookers all your money. Ask yourself who deserves your money more? You and your family or this whore who helps you bust a nut? What does this whore do other than suck n fuck you? what else does she bring to your life? nothing. You feel guilty cause you know you should be investing into your family and not a whore. Listen to ya heart not ya dick.

@asiabuffet
My pops got me a hooker when I was 12 for my birthday, said I needed to become a man. I was too scared to try n stop it or any of that and I could never look my momma in the eyes after that day. Cause she had high hopes for me and I let her down by fuckin a hooker even tho it wasn't my fault.

What happened to you is awful... I was abused as a child and i was younger than you. The one thing sexual abuse teaches you is that you don't need any kind of emotional connection to someone to have sexual gratification. I also have ADHD which means I'm more prone to addictions like smoking, drinking, sex etc. Sex always numbed any pain I was going through and became my go-to. I was also smoking weed for the last 30 years and only stopped a month ago. Marriage is extremely hard and stressful. I swore I would never get married because I knew if it became difficult that I was goin to cheat. My wife was the perfect girlfriend, but as soon as the ring went on she changed into a completely different person, she's more like an older sister now. She's a great person but she's not even my physical type. I chose her because she has great character and didn't want my dick to dictate my choice of a mate. Now i've been battling depression for as long as I've been married. Going to counseling, taking anti-depressants, wondering why this woman constantly purshes my buttons when she's knows how it's affecting me. I'm not naive enough to look at sex workers as anything different than what they are. They've probably been through even more trauma in their lives than what you and I have experienced as children. I'm not "paying these hookers all my money" but I am paying for the escape and the stress relief. A lot of people have material things they throw their money away on and for some people it's an addiction like gambling. It's not as easy as flipping a switch and turning it off. Besides, If it wasn't for these hoes I'd be chasing ass somewhere else and getting myself into problems once they find out I'm married, bringing all types of drama right to my front door. It's either I suffer in silence and allow my depression to get deeper and darker or I say "fuck it" and go buss' that nut. It's funny, but having an orgasm reminds me that it's better to be alive than dead and when death scenarios are running through your mind on a regular basis, sometimes bussing that nut can be the difference maker. I've had therapists tell me not to stop until I find something to replace it with. If only knowing the difference between wrong and right was all somebody needed the world would be a very different place.

It's funny but I was once told "you're only as sick as your secrets" and being able to discuss this stuff in this forum is actually very theraputic for me. I'm grateful to you for even starting this thread so I could get on this subject and let some of this out. My wife caught me in our first month of marriage and she's aware of my weaknesses. I've been trying to make this marriage work because it's not often you find a woman who discoveres your secret and doesn't run away. At the same time, the day in day out arguing over nonsense and having no peace makes life really difficult for me. I'm not perfect, but I'm trying. I probably would have left already if it wasn't for my kid. I don't want to go from seeing him every day to seeing him every other weekend.

If I was young and not married I might have said the same thing that you did, but nobody who's never been married can ever understand what it's like to be married.

wow that’s some deep shit. I read all of it and all I can is I’m sorry for all that.

dick slinger- hoes can definitely be a money pit. I’m not even really addicted to this massage thing like some people. Im on this message board cuz I’m really just addicted to message boards. If massage parlours were to end tomorrow i don’t think I’d notice much other than the money I’d be saving- and anxiety from the consequences from sex with hoes. As for you dad that shit is traumatizing bro. He led you down the wrong path and clearly you are not ok with it. You are obviously depressed about disappointing your mother because you know you could have said no, you were old enough make your own decision but you didn’t. Every time you do something sexual it reminds you of disappointing your mother. Makes sense why you get upset. I don’t know how you can get over this I just know, from your info, this is likely why You feel like that. They say meditation is a good way to control your feelings, maybe you should look into that. Life is always what you make of it, regardless of what happens to you. You can sink into the dark abyss or rise like a Phoenix.

Kash klay- I feel you when you have a woman you love and kids. But also the need for some new pussy. Pretty sure this is the hoes main clientele, lol. Do you still love your wife? Or are you just with her for the kids? Can you guys still get along? Still have those ‘moments’ with each other? I’m just wondering if you still Iove her and want to be with her. Cuz if you do, you can make it work, if you don’t you should strongly consider ending it for the sake of your kid not growing up on a toxic household. Your marriage is causing your depression. It’s not healthy to be in a marriage with someone you do not love. find a way to fall in love with her all over again if you want to make it work. You can surprise yourself as she may ok with you paying hookers and may even open to polygamy if the female meets a certain standard (or maybe this won’t happen to most but some get lucky ). Either way, you need to find a way out of depression and unfortunately for you I think the answer is leaving your wife. Everything that you said depresses you relate to your wife.

 

[SPAfan2020]

I unno why but every time I be jerkin off I start tearin up n cryin like a baby while stroking. It the same way when I on the massage table. She be strokin me off n I just start cryin thinkin about my life. Then once I nut I end up lying there curled in a ball crying like a lil baby. Last time I was at a spa, after I busted my nut n started cryin the MP started lookin at me like I'm crazy, I just ask her to hold me the rest of the session an run her hands through my waves. Gah damn man I need some meds or help I can't take dis shit no MORE.

Bro, eat some beef/pork to boost your Testatstrone level. It is common among those men who masturbate a lot to have depleted Testatstrone level. In every jerk off 300,000,000 sperms out. They are all made from so many precious stuff of your body. Have red meat for awhile or reduce the frequency of masturbation. Then you will not cry or get too emotional.

 

[Toomanymiles]

Bro, eat some beef/pork to boost your Testatstrone level. It is common among those men who masturbate a lot to have depleted Testatstrone level. In every jerk off 300,000,000 sperms out. They are all made from so many precious stuff of your body. Have red meat for awhile or reduce the frequency of masturbation. Then you will not cry or get too emotional.

thats terrible advice. He don’t have ED. He’s depressed and it’s because he’s involved in this shit. Don’t think he’s strong enough to make it out cuz hes likely surrounded by people like you. Lol. He had a terrible father figure. Who makes there son fuck a hoe at 12? A father that wants his son to be a pimp. Not an athlete, not a actor, not a world leader, his father wanted him to be a pimp. If he is telling the truth that is. Kinda pathetic I think. If you want your son to be good with girls teach them to be macks and players, they have much stronger magnetism and a much higher place in society than pimps, who need to beat girls up to fuck them. Mack’s just need to exist. Lol. I think society think of pimps they really referring to Mack’s. Pimps are more like kidnappers and abductors

 

[bl1tz]

I really hope you're trolling , if not you're a serial killer in the making.
You are crying because you feel bad for doing this to your family ? Then why are you doing it ?
Because deep down inside you don't give a shit about nobody but yourself.
You call this girls bitches and hoes ? Did it ever occur to you that maybe this "bitches" are going through problems of their own ?
Maybe they were sexually abused themselves?
You don't give a shit do you? It's all about you.

Cry me a river.

 

[cupcrazy]

|Dick Slinger is full of shit. In the past he told us he cut off his dick. How can he still jerk off without his dick?

Bro, eat some beef/pork to boost your Testatstrone level. It is common among those men who masturbate a lot to have depleted Testatstrone level. In every jerk off 300,000,000 sperms out. They are all made from so many precious stuff of your body. Have red meat for awhile or reduce the frequency of masturbation. Then you will not cry or get too emotional.

 

[DickSlinger]

I really hope you're trolling , if not you're a serial killer in the making.
You are crying because you feel bad for doing this to your family ? Then why are you doing it ?
Because deep down inside you don't give a shit about nobody but yourself.
You call this girls bitches and hoes ? Did it ever occur to you that maybe this "bitches" are going through problems of their own ?
Maybe they were sexually abused themselves?
You don't give a shit do you? It's all about you.

Cry me a river.

Who tha fuck cares if I call these women bitches? Why u care so much that I do? I been called a nigger by ppl and no one gave a fuck. so fuck u too

 

[SPAfan2020]

thats terrible advice. He don’t have ED. He’s depressed and it’s because he’s involved in this shit. Don’t think he’s strong enough to make it out cuz hes likely surrounded by people like you. Lol. He had a terrible father figure. Who makes there son fuck a hoe at 12? A father that wants his son to be a pimp. Not an athlete, not a actor, not a world leader, his father wanted him to be a pimp. If he is telling the truth that is. Kinda pathetic I think. If you want your son to be good with girls teach them to be macks and players, they have much stronger magnetism and a much higher place in society than pimps, who need to beat girls up to fuck them. Mack’s just need to exist. Lol. I think society think of pimps they really referring to Mack’s. Pimps are more like kidnappers and abductors

It is not your fault. You know nothing about science, I feel sorry for your ignorance. Read some books man instead of just bull shitting. Just read your own posting above: it is like you gave a keyboard to a monkey and he pushed the keys randomly. So ....

 

[Toomanymiles]

It is not your fault. You know nothing about science, I feel sorry for your ignorance. Read some books man instead of just bull shitting. Just read your own posting above: it is like you gave a keyboard to a monkey and he pushed the keys randomly. So ....

lol. I wonder how you never became a star comedian cuz that was hilarious!

 

[DickSlinger]

thats terrible advice. He don’t have ED. He’s depressed and it’s because he’s involved in this shit. Don’t think he’s strong enough to make it out cuz hes likely surrounded by people like you. Lol. He had a terrible father figure. Who makes there son fuck a hoe at 12? A father that wants his son to be a pimp. Not an athlete, not a actor, not a world leader, his father wanted him to be a pimp. If he is telling the truth that is. Kinda pathetic I think. If you want your son to be good with girls teach them to be macks and players, they have much stronger magnetism and a much higher place in society than pimps, who need to beat girls up to fuck them. Mack’s just need to exist. Lol. I think society think of pimps they really referring to Mack’s. Pimps are more like kidnappers and abductors

we all addicted to whores. god help us pleaase.

 

[strokemycock]

My penis cries when I get jerked off


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