I am not even sure I wanna bed her .. if I wanna bed some bar girl .. it wouldn't cost more than 10K.
Neither I am looking for any sorta relationship with her .. I never text or call her, now she hasn't called in 4/5 days, but I am not texting or calling her.
The reason I was spending on her was because I was stuck in a limbo I guess .. I like the convenience .. when I go to the bar the staff knows what I want where I wanna seat, I get a preferred seat doesn't matter how busy it is .. they don't trouble / heckle me, they always have mine line of sight clear and don't let anyone stand in between blocking my view. I don't have to go through the whole process of setting up a raport with the ladies .. everytime I reach there I have my preferred girl ready to dance to my favourite tunes .. other girls don't bother me much coz they know I only spend on that particular girl .. the music team will always play my songs whenever I want the song to be played .. never have to wait for anything...
So yeah .. was stuck in this .. really nothing to do with the particular girl .. I am actually thankful for this break .. will rethink if I want to change venues