Hi Everyone.
It has been a while since I have posted here. For almost a year, early 2017 to 2018, I was on here every day, read every thread, reviewed many ladies, had lots of discussions, some of them even cordial.
I stopped posting in February, said that I wasn't going to be writing on the board but I would be around, and I didn't say why. Some people knew, or guessed. They knew I had fallen for SweetBabyJamie. I was probably in love with her before I met her, and then when she walked into the room, I was overwhelmed. I found the best thing you could find in the industry.
Sadly, it didn't last. I take full responsibility, and I apologize to her for my faults. She's just an amazing girl, and the three months we were together gave me one of the most cherished periods of my life. And then nothing else was the same. No one could replace her. I saw a few ladies who were special to me one more time. And then I had a last very special session, and that was the end.
It has been a couple of months now. Jamie and I patched up - she's forgiven me for everything and apologized. I had nothing to forgive her for.
I gave up reading the review boards long before my last session. I stopped checking profiles and schedules. I do relive my memories. But I don't feel the big urge to go back, and in fact the whole idea now seems strange.
Hobbyingโฆ it was an amazing experience, very rewarding, and I'll enjoy the memories forever. The ladies were incredible. And it was an addictive lifestyle. But you can break the addiction if you want. I am glad that I did.
Maybe I found some of my innocence again.
Thanks for the good times, all. Thanks for the memories.