Hanging up the skates for good

[Ursus]

I haven't hobbied for 4 months. And I have decided to hang up the skates for good.

I was in Scarborough today and drove past Angela's place on Sheppard Avenue. I was with my friend and so I couldn't pay her a visit. My friend and I went to Walmart plaza across the street and he was looking at phones in the cellular store within the mall. I told him I would be back in 15 minutes because I wanted to go somewhere else.

I hoped back in my car, drove to Angela's parking lot and parked in front of her building. I knew I had about 5 minutes before I had to start driving back to meet my friend at the mall. But, I also knew there was not enough time to go up and see Angela. So, I just sat in my car and tried to feel her presence within me, being that I was so close to her at that moment in time.

No matter how much time I spend trying to figure out a way for her and I to be together, there just isn't any strategy I can come up with to make it happen. But, on the other hand, I don't want any other girl except Angela. So, rather than torture myself with an outcome that I know is impossible, I have decided to hang up my skates for good and call it a retirement.
10 years and hundreds of girls. But no one compared to Asian Angela. And since I can never have her, there is no point in continuing to pursue her. Thanks for the memories Angela. You are the best of the best. Sexiest girl I ever met by a long margin.

Thank you also to all the trolls that exchanged with me on the forums. It was fun. I out-witted all of you. Not because I was smarter, but because I had no bias. I simply stated the truth and not what I wanted to be true. I had a few friends on the boards over the years, but not many. In reality, how am I suppose to make friends with people who believe that women are equal to men, that public healthcare is the best way to deliver services and who think that the only people who should carry guns are the average intellectuals in highschool who end up becoming police officers.

Anyways, no hard feelings. We will all get old, ugly, stupid and eventually die. We will all end up with nothing and be buried and forgotten, even by our supposed 'loved' ones. Don't kid yourself into thinking otherwise.

Thanks for the memories folks. And always remember, I will not sign on again with another handle, no matter how many fake losers pretend to be me. There is only 1 Ursus.

 

[Hangdai]

We all hit low points when it comes to things in life, and this is just another one of those fork in the road moments.
Just sleep on it and see what tomorrow will bring.

Your announcement to quit the hobby has come on the same evening that I also was contemplating such a drastic idea.
I had a bad session, deep questions arose inside me, and for a split second I entertained the idea.

But now that I’m into my 4th whiskey shot, things are clearer now.

Just get back out onto that horse.

 

[Hiker]

I have only been on board for a short while and judging by your posts, you seem to crave help and attention. This is not the first time you have made such an announcement only to come back and repeat the process again.

I enjoyed some of your non-hobby related posts as they were quite humorous and displayed a sarcastic tone on reality. But I also think (and hope) that you seek professional help.

Good luck with your latest retirement but I think it will not be your last.

 

[papaya]

you will be back.

 

[Leviathan]

He stuck in marriage prison miserable with his wife. But has no balls to divorce her. Drives 3 hours to satisfy his asian sex fantasy is just so tragically sad and insane !
His Asian Angela obsession is no longer funny and endearing but psycho disturbing.

This won’t end well.

 

[FallsviewFriend]

Yep, by your unhealthy obsession with a single provider it sounds like a break is in order. Your a smart guy and know whats best for your sanity.
If / When you ever choose to return. There will be New options, New adventures.
Be thankful you got to experience all those great sessions, a lot of us are constantly looking for that connection that you found in Angela.
Take care my friend

 

[joe j jizum]

He finally took my advice and went back on his meds!!!
Hopefully the board will go back to some kind of normalcy now.

 

[Hangdai]

Hopefully the board will go back to some kind of normalcy now.

He’s already been replaced, haven’t you noticed?

 

[Pkrpnk]

Are you quitting all your personas? Or just this one...

 

[Roh69it]

Are you quitting all your personas? Or just this one...

Welcome to the matrix

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[Roh69it]

I haven't hobbied for 4 months. And I have decided to hang up the skates for good.

I was in Scarborough today and drove past Angela's place on Sheppard Avenue. I was with my friend and so I couldn't pay her a visit. My friend and I went to Walmart plaza across the street and he was looking at phones in the cellular store within the mall. I told him I would be back in 15 minutes because I wanted to go somewhere else.

I hoped back in my car, drove to Angela's parking lot and parked in front of her building. I knew I had about 5 minutes before I had to start driving back to meet my friend at the mall. But, I also knew there was not enough time to go up and see Angela. So, I just sat in my car and tried to feel her presence within me, being that I was so close to her at that moment in time.

No matter how much time I spend trying to figure out a way for her and I to be together, there just isn't any strategy I can come up with to make it happen. But, on the other hand, I don't want any other girl except Angela. So, rather than torture myself with an outcome that I know is impossible, I have decided to hang up my skates for good and call it a retirement.
10 years and hundreds of girls. But no one compared to Asian Angela. And since I can never have her, there is no point in continuing to pursue her. Thanks for the memories Angela. You are the best of the best. Sexiest girl I ever met by a long margin.

Thank you also to all the trolls that exchanged with me on the forums. It was fun. I out-witted all of you. Not because I was smarter, but because I had no bias. I simply stated the truth and not what I wanted to be true. I had a few friends on the boards over the years, but not many. In reality, how am I suppose to make friends with people who believe that women are equal to men, that public healthcare is the best way to deliver services and who think that the only people who should carry guns are the average intellectuals in highschool who end up becoming police officers.

Anyways, no hard feelings. We will all get old, ugly, stupid and eventually die. We will all end up with nothing and be buried and forgotten, even by our supposed 'loved' ones. Don't kid yourself into thinking otherwise.

Thanks for the memories folks. And always remember, I will not sign on again with another handle, no matter how many fake losers pretend to be me. There is only 1 Ursus.

"Tried to feel her presence in me" is she a ladyboi?

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[Bfr2017]

What about your ladyboy obsession? Oh, and I forgot your innate racism. I still think you are a 14 year old boy who fabricates all this nonsense. However, I plan to finally meet Angella, for real this time, and pay her an extra $5.00 to let me shit and piss all over her stomach.

Please let me know when your going. I’d like to see her before.

 

[Gwailo]

You can hang up your skirt and continue to post here. Its a pretty good free for all board, wouldnt u say?

 

[snoopdoggie]

‘Fess up - the Pope’s words really spoke to something deep within you, didn’t they?

Yeah, he's quiting because he's afraid the pope will put him in jail.

 

[IronHeart]

This guy's a liar and cannot be trusted.

 

[Leviathan]

You can always book classy cum yellow stain tooth DT Maggie and spaghetti stomach Catherine TOG to cheer you up?

We all hit low points when it comes to things in life, and this is just another one of those fork in the road moments.
Just sleep on it and see what tomorrow will bring.

Your announcement to quit the hobby has come on the same evening that I also was contemplating such a drastic idea.
I had a bad session, deep questions arose inside me, and for a split second I entertained the idea.

But now that I’m into my 4th whiskey shot, things are clearer now.

Just get back out onto that horse.

 

[Deleted member 67013]

Good call. Go get the help you need. You obviously need it.