Some quick background. I've seen many MPAs in the past, almost all work at semi-legit places. I'm really drawn to one in particular and have very strong feelings for her (I've been seeing her almost every week for the last couple of years). By all accounts, she is very average looking and most guys here would not even look twice at her. She's Asian, probably mid to late 40's (she won't tell me her age) and very traditional. Despite the profession she's in, she's actually quite inexperienced sexually (yes, I know this is hard to believe). In any event, I'm not drawn to her because of anything sexual related (even her massage is not that good LOL). Anyways, I know a lot of you have experience from being in similar situations so based on the facts below, please let me know if you think she has genuine feelings for me or if she is playing me just so I continue to see her. Reasons why she might actually like me: She has told me many times that she has strong feelings towards me (I'm not naive and can usually tell if someone is genuine or not). Our sessions are very intimate and include both passionate and tender kissing as well as cuddling. We also have pretty deep conversations. No surprise here but she tells me that we do things that she doesn't do with anyone else (in case you're wondering this doesn't include FS or even BJ). I know her real name and birthday (in case this actually matters). We've gone out once and she insisted on paying for the venue. At the venue, there were many people that know her. I mean the "real" her, they have no idea she is an MPA. We had a great time together and no, there was no fooling around at all. She does nice things for me, for example sometimes after our session has ended, we'll just sit around and she'll feed me fruit or something. We chat regularly via IM and sometimes live so yes, I do have her number (and she claims I'm the only customer that has it). I asked for and she sent me photos of her younger self. She grew up in China without digital cameras so these are actually pictures of pictures. I don't tip her anything above the norm; when I do try to tip her more, she refuses. I've offered to buy her small things and she refuses. Reasons why she might just be playing with me: Mixed messages. She knows I'm falling for her (yes, I'm breaking the golden rule) and basically encourages me to see other MPAs but then she'll send me a message saying she's afraid to lose me. Then a week later, she'll say not to see other MPAs. The constant back & forth is confusing. This is the big one. Except for the one time we went out, she has not agreed to go out again (except for her birthday which is coming up). When I ask why, she can't really offer up a good reason and avoids the topic. Now, she does know I'm married so that could be it (she has said before that if I was single, she would definitely date me). But if this was the case, why did she even go out with me that one time. Also, I recently asked again if it was because I'm married and she said no. So basically the only time I see her is during our paid sessions. Sorry for the long post but I really would like to get your guys thoughts on this. Thanks.