Only been around a short while in this world. Mostly seen MPA and tried out a couple of SP’s. Mostly BBBJ only, but started wanting more... My last session I finally did CFS. Felt really shameful afterwards. Lingering guilt - just a horrible feeling. The $$ not a concern at all, but health risks and thinking of consequences to my family made me feel really terrible I’d go to such lengths just to get off. Swore to myself I’d stop. But I know I felt the same way when I got my first HJ at an MPA. Then when I got my first BBBJ. Sexual desire seems unquenchable, and lines you set out not to cross, just become the next stepping stones. I think I better stop while I’m ahead. Wish me luck.